The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had. I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take. When people run in circles. It's a very, very mad world.
He could explains life, but not his own. He wanted to save lives of others, but he failed and even worse, with cost of another's and his own. He proved the truth like this: it's not the "it" that you want, it's the fantasy of "it" that you want.